At this moment my personal interest lies in the barely or non-material, such as silence, attention, vibration and hope. And how these can manifest themselves in the space and in the body.
Through painting (which was too object-oriented for me), collaborating with and for other artists (mainly Marijke van Warmerdam from 1998-2002 and Erik van Lieshout from 2002- to date) and motherhood, I found a clearer form of my own in 2019.
That year I founded the space of 'Daily Practice' at the Volmarijnstraat 57a in Rotterdam. Without a fixed plan it soon became an exercise in which boundaries are allowed to blur: between workspace and presentation space, between private and public; also in friendly & art-related encounters, between art forms and meditation forms. A “form” in which to experiment with silence, attention and meditation; as a connector, a facilitator, as an artist. 'Daily Practice' has developed from a specific space to a form of thinking. Or indeed, to a practice. It has become an art form and art platform that pays attention to the interactions between art and life. June 2023 I moved Daily Practice to my home, so that these elements actually coincide.
I continue to wonder how art and life relate to each other. How does life shape an art practice, and how does art influence life? How close can they get, where do they meet, touch or overlap each other. To this end, I observe, I do research, works arise, I organize exhibitions, meet other artists and facilitate and guide silence meditations. I have no answers. There are public moments, there are private moments. I bring my own life and practice to the space; the invited guests – artists, writers, meditators and so on bring their own lives and practices to the space. There is dialogue, there is movement. I hope to be generous and to connect.
At the heart of Daily Practice are weekly silence meditations in the space and online.





Nothingness Awareness
Sarmad Magazine invited me to design and guide a silence retreat around the theme of Nothingness. Sarmad themselves were invited by Limestone Books Maastricht to take over the space and curate an events program.
On September 21 2024 I guided the retreat, where sitting meditation and walking meditation were practiced in silence. I shared remarks on meditation by the Birmese monk Sayadaw U Teyanija and a poem titled 'Nothingness' by Belgian poet and artist Jan H Mysjkin.